"Sometimes my heart aches at how my life turned out, in a good way. It doesn’t mean there haven’t been hardships, there have been. But I’m here, and here is good."
I have honestly had a pretty bad weekend so far. I really should be cleaning my room because it is a disaster and doing my homework right now but I have no motivation or energy to do so. Therefore, I am sitting on my floor next to my vent cooling off from dance. Things are changing so quickly. Every emotion possible is hitting me all at once. I honestly cannot even explain how I’m feeling or what’s going through my mind. All I want to do is cry all of my feelings out, which is probably what I’ll end up doing for the next few weeks or so. Everyone is leaving. Literally everyone. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this so much.
